Thursday, May 5, 2011

My top 5 favorite foods!




These might just be my favorite. Tamales. My mom makes these every Christmas and sends them to us.:)




Mexican fish cocktail is absolutely delicious!





And of course, chicken quesadilla




Fish tacos are another favorite. The best ones come from closer to the ocean, as the fish is more fresh, and they love to serve them in different styles!



The first is pollo ranchero. It's chicken breast usually topped with queso and is served with spanish rice and beans and flour tortillas.

I am

I am from Michael and Ruby, Antoinette and Anthony, James and Lydia
I am from the spacious deserts of Arizona, and the green fields of Ohio
I am from home cooked meals , and Sunday family dinners
I am from having to many rules and breaking to many rules
I am from going to church every time the doors where open
I am from , honest always work hard, succeed, driven and proud
I am from, hard workers and stay at home mothers
I am from love and generosity
I am passing it all on

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I really dont know what to say

So, I dont care if noone reads this, Its really for my benefit anyways.

Long story short, I was adopted, birth parents shouldnt be allowed to walk on this earth, met birth family and siblings almost 3 years ago and still don't know how I feel about them

And they want to get angry at me because for now I've stayed int the background?

You lost the right to be any part of my life, when DCFS in AZ felt you werent fit to be parents! You disgust me.....You should feel privileged that I even decided to speak to you int the first place! You like to say, : oh those accusations were unfounded and completely false! " ... Yeah? Then why did you serve time in prison for child abuse and neglect?? As a parent I would NEVER put my self in a situation where someone could misread it and assume I was doing things I shouldnt to my children.....


I was raised by the best and most caring people in this entire world. They selfishly shoes to raise someone else s children, when they could not have their own. They stepped up to the plate, when you 2 where off gallivanting int he USA. Remember that, when yous say you "searched" for years to find me. Cause according to the paperwork, you had chance after chance to be a part of my life. My adoptive parents where more than willing to give you BOTH a chance to be there for me, until they finally saw that you where both worthless and should just go away.

Don't comet tell me how it wasn't awkward for my other siblings ( who you lost btw)to come and meet everything and form an almost instant relationship. I don't need that with you! I don't need another set of parents, who didn't even want me in the first place!

I really just don't know what to do. I was raised to not deal with the drama, so I chose not to!


* GRRRRR *

Happy Birthday!


Happy Birthday to me!

Quote from WCW

Rumor can run all the way around the world, while Truth is still putting on his pants- Mark Twain


This quote is definitely something we should all stop and remember at some point or another in our lives. The speed at which rumors can spread is amazing, and it seems that 9/10 none of the information is even true!

I know how easy it is, to just repeat something you where told, and pass it on, and then the cycle never ends!

There is other stuff I wanted to ramble on about this quote, and then it all flew right out the window! LOL.

Point being, I love this quote, and should probably remember it a bit more often than i do :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Nervous Wreck

I hate to see my kids in pain! Even if its something small, at least I can fix it!

My youngest was born with kidney problems, and will have them for the rest of his life. While he is otherwise healthy, he was recently diagnosed with Juvenile Diabetes, or Type 1. Things had been going to great! We where able to keep it under control and everything seemed to be smooth sailing. Until a few days ago.....Since Monday his sugar has been dropping and have been increasingly difficult to get back up. Tonight will be his first night in the hospital and I am completely devastated. I thought we had this under control, I know I cant fix this one, but I tried :( and now my baby will be poked and tested once he's admitted. He's a trooper though, barely even cries!

Hopefully this stay will be one of few. I don't think I can handle tons of hospital visits :(

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Quote

I found this quote while browsing some random person's blog and I really like it.


"Great things are not accomplished by those who yield to trends and fads and popular opinion. * Unknown *